Something been tugging unceasingly in my heart for a couple of days.
A question that i probed myself relentlessly when i do certain things that i ought not to do .

For me , to simply jump out of my comfort zone is an intimidating task , the sheer temptation of conforming to my less gregarious nature remains .
Nobody i know likes to be in a position or circumstance fraught with uncertainty , unfamiliarity or uneasiness.

Its just plain horrible. Queasy !